Friday, 04 July 2008
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ntg much today..
i lost control and send a silly msg today..
mom went to Bangi for her company's sports competition..
she'll be staying there for 2 days..
but then unc will be coming baq..so i'm not home alone..
hmmm..but i prefer staying home alone..XD
erm..i still cant concentrate on my piano..
my mind is full of stuff..unwanted stuff..
ytd..i cant sleep..was lying there..till 3am..
thought lots of things..
how it all started??
how is it gonna end??
how would things be in the future??
i dont know..i'm blur..
asked myself alot of questions..
but..i cant answer them..
i'm not sad..really..just..confused..lost..
where is my heading??cant find 1 anymore..
i've lost it..and i'm bring myself to no where..no direction..
i cant stay on like this much longer..
hv to find my headings and answer my questions as soon as possible..
ntg..just..was wondering should i send or not..at last i send..
as i've predicted..no replies..
nvm..atleast it's under my prediction..
just..i really hope for a reply..........
"keep warm..take care urself.."
will this be the last msg from u????
i seriously..hate that msg..it sounds forever..
i....dont want this to be the end of us..
pls......i really dont want this to be the end..
not suppose to end this way...I DONT WANT.......
behind of every =) u gave..i know..deep down inside..it's =(
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sorry popo..i promised..i'll try to feel better..
but i cant..just..cant..
but hey..i'm not sad..really..
and i'm still myself..nvr changed b4..
so dont worry bout me..
i'm fine ok??u better take care of urself more..
u r still under medication..
so better take care..& bout ur friend..dont worry too much bout her..
it's not ur prob..dont take it too seriously..dont stress urself k??
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